Lunch

Will you eat with me?

Sure, (why not? I thought)
and then I waited
and ate
one day and the next
fasting on Fridays
brushed and flossed
and fasted
and feasted
and waited
one day and the next
I rinsed
the mist of
awareness
slapped myself
again and again
to make me tight
to make me blush
to wipe
the insult
and bring my honor back
I'm staring at the tea cup
letting go
but right after breakfast
I'm hungrier than before
I don't want to eat you
or eat at all
but to sit
with a meal between us
while your thoughts
in silence
feed me
fuck me
for every bite
that won't reach
your mouth.

12.28.2016

Hanging in there
face to face
empty robes
naked fullness
generations of skin
so many blinks
    that stare

Hallazgo

Tu muerte triunfal es laurel en mis sienes

fija embriaguez ante tu enhiesto flanco

abrupta ambición que todo derrumba

Borderline

Is my hand still reaching?
 
Is it fading?
Am I gone, reaching?
dreaming of a hand?
Without body nor past?

Is there a past?

I reach to the borderline dream
someone reaches back
we've found each other
we're feeling hands all over
validating a single body
fading together going nowhere
we're lost together.

Pecado

Corrupto, agrio, puro, amelazado, ebrio, terminal
indulgencia mental y desprecio

Marchito, pisoteado, ignorado
Hembra en agonía

Añoranza, infancia, pan y leche bronca
no comas los gusanos, ni las moras podridas.

De gusano y pudredumbre he comido

Sombra, brazo, caval, delicado, tierra.

Dulzor en vela

Endúlzame con recuerdos la boca
que ha secado cual de muerto mar rivera
y no con nectar,
que de amor se me quedó esperando
de apagados frutos el tiempo.